There is a girl in
it.
She looked tired
and stressed.
No smile in her face.
That smile she
used to wear in front of people.
Her eyes said that
she is scared.
As many things happened
to her lately.
Her body showed that she is weak.
All of those pressures
drained her energy.
Earlier today, I
looked in the mirror.
I saw a girl trying
to look okay.
She reminded me
her words months ago.
“When I
said I will make it, I definitely will make it
No matter how hard it is, no matter how much tears fall onto my
cheeks”
And yes, she really made
it.
With tears all
over the cheeks.
Earlier today, I
looked in the mirror.
I saw an exhausted
girl.
Then I thank her.
For not giving up
in any situation.
For hiding all the
pain and pressure so perfectly.
For always smiling
to the world.
For not letting
people know how hurt and broken she is inside.
For waking up
every day and trying to face everything even though she is afraid.
For wiping her own
tears so no one will see her crying.
For hugging
herself when things didn’t go right.
Earlier today, I
looked in the mirror.
I saw a girl
doubting herself.
I lifted her chin
up.
And told her.
“All is well.”
“Don’t worry.”
“You’ve done
enough.”
“You are enough.”
note :
I should've post the second part of A Journey of Forgiveness. I'll write it soon. By the way, you can turn girl into boy, turn she into he! Virtual hug to all of you xoxo
